Back after 2 days. Went to work yesterday. Finished at 9, went to Novena's BK to meet T. Then went to Orchard. Bought tickets to Avatar @ 12am. Ate, walked, watched movie then went Novena, bought drinks then sat outside 7-11 to chit-chat. Cabbed home around 4.45am. Today, woke up at 12.45pm. bathed, went to work. Very busy, & tired. Finished at 10pm. Reached home at 11pm. It's going to be a very busy week starting from saturday. Tomorrow's my last off day for one whole week.
Saturday- Work.
Sunday- Work.
Monday- Interact with customers course. Have to reach BK HQ before 9 ):
Tuesday- Course exam. After exam, meet T & celebrate my birthday.
Wedensday- Work.
Thursday- My birthday (: Work & cut cake at BK.
Friday- CHRISTMAS! Work AGAIN. CELEBRATION~
Saturday- WORK. AGAIN.
Sunday- STILL, WORK.
Monday- MORE WORK.
Tuesday- Finally off.
I love the fact that i get paid for going to the course.
Yeah, that's probably my schedule for next week (:
SO PACKED THAT I CAN'T BREATHE.
♥Screamed @ 12:32 AM
I miss you, SAMANTHA LIM! ):
Problems solved. Everything's back to normal after being alone to face all the problems by myself. I don't need a listening ear. I feel that I can't share my problems with another person, I won't feel a bit better. I just have to be left alone.
I'm bored at home today. T's coming to find me after work. Actually we are supposed to go out today, but he has to work. I hate last minute changes to the schedule, especially on our bonding day. Curse *you man..
Anyway, ordered mac delivery with bro just now, since it's my off day & I'M ROTTING AT HOME. Mom like suddenly so rich, she called me around 2 when i was sleeping and said "If you & Norman want to order mac, use my credit card okay?" I felt sleepy at that time, so i just "uh, mhhmmm." and hung the phone. Then I thought "since when she so rich ah?"
Yeah, so now I'm lying on my bed with my laptop. I miss T ):
Bye.
♥Screamed @ 5:24 PM
I'm back to blogging after half a year.Because i've no space & no where to rant all my problems.
I feel frustrated. I don't know why everything's falling down on me again. After trying so hard & taking so long to build up my emotions, in such short time, it crashes down on me like a painful disaster. I don't know what's wrong with me. Everything's tearing me apart. No one really understood how I feel.
Fuck everything. Fucking hate everyone. I keep feeling nervous everytime, at every point of the day. I don't know why. Something's wrong with me. I've no courage to do anything now. No one would understand how much I loathe myself for being me right now. I just have to pretend.
Yes, i feel VERY happy right now.
Fuck every shit on earth.
♥Screamed @ 12:25 AM
